bad decisions caused by a bad taste

"Broken down on memory lane, (alone together, we're alone)"

2007-06-25T06:12:15Z

Words are just words if you don't put feeling behind them. There's no meaning, no worth to any of it.
"I'm still waiting for someone to call me up and tell me you're dead"
I wouldn't ever make you feel this way, so why do you think it is fair to do it to me?
I'd rather charish the time we have left then worry about the time we don't have. I'm only counting down the days so I can hold each memory tighter, and never let go of it.

Lost and dead.

Stop here for...

2007-06-16T23:35:02Z

Currently working valet in Brighton at some private party/wedding. Its is "down time" and I don't have my PSP which sucks. Tomorrow working valet in St. Clair Shores at the Beach Grill at four. Monday night I'm working at Victoria's Secret as "strong heavy lifter" cause they have some huge sale going on and they need boxes moved. I believe I'll be doing that Tuesday as well.
I'm hungry hopefully they'll give us food, hmmm....

Last night hung out with Jen, went swimming, and shoe shopping. Got some new Nikes, I guess Nike makes skate shoes. Odd. After shopping got some Arnold Palmers, and watched tv til she feel asleep. After I left I went to chill with Baker, and people.

"Chyeah boi!!!"
-Chrstphr

OMG!!

2007-06-10T02:29:17Z

So yesterday I got my nose pierced thnks to Jen, she paid for it.
I might be getting a second job finally, its with this valet company out
of troy.
Currently addicted to Lost. I finsihed seasons 1 & 2, and half way
through 3 that I downloaded the other day.
The new Talib Kweli cd titled "ear drum" is pretty good, check it out.
Goodnight!
-Chrstphr

"I'm looking forward to the future, but eyesight is going bad"

2007-05-11T03:40:23Z

So today was the last day of the semester, finally that's a ton of weight off my shoulders. So on top of the semester ending it ended with me passing both my classes with A's. I was excited when I found that out.
I need a second job badly, someone find me a job.

Lifes good. Hope this lasts.
-Chrstphr

supersoapsuds @ 2007-04-24T09:10:00

2007-04-24T13:11:12Z

"I still know how to make your make-up run"

2007-04-06T06:04:07Z

Put power to the presses the rumor mill is on fire and it is bleeding with leads. We whisper in coded messages and send signals through the air. We are all trying not to get caught as we stand here red handed. Its times like these I wish we never met.

She's over you, now she's just waiting for you to get over yourself.

If I knew how to say this I would, but oddly enough I don't. Looks like you're off the hook this time. Count your blessings they're the last ones you will get. You've carved the last 'X' you're going to in my wrist. Here's to every last answer your questions grasped for.
I'm not that hard to read, you just had the lights off.
Sorry (but not really).

supersoapsuds @ 2007-02-13T22:31:00

2007-02-14T03:31:28Z

Someone make me cupcakes for valentines day

So long live the car crash heart(s)

2007-01-24T08:11:37Z

How can I give advice when I can't even take my own. In due time I say, in due time. Give up the fight its not one worth dying over. Just follow the series of ones and zeros that all my head is made of. No decimals or dollar signs, just sighs in between words unspoken. I wish you could see this through my heart not just my eyes. These hughs won't be the same after I'm gone. I think I'll just quit while I am behind, not ahead. This is my call back for a call in I never received. The spotlight is not always yours.
"All I am losing is me"
Here's to the comfort you find in the white sticks
Here's to the comfort I find in my sorrow (you never could get it)
Your heart could never cash the checks your mouth writes (I promise, I promise) There's beauty in (this) disaster.

supersoapsuds @ 2006-12-13T02:39:00

2006-12-13T07:39:51Z

Who wants to go see GlassJAw with me on Dec. 22?
Tickets are $17.00.

"Off like a prom dress"

2006-12-11T17:09:39Z

Between the hours where we do not sleep, between the hours when we are your dreams.
We steal your heartbeats to keep our veins full.

There is a buzzing in my head. Are there bees in the hive?
I am not putting words in your mouth I am pulling them out (again,and again). I didn't think someone could lie through teeth as straight as yours. Our hearts pump our reasons and faith. Memory lane can be a dead-end street. Camera and newsrooms have become the new mountain tops (we're all dying to be heard)

The Bruce Wayne of the game have no fear when you need me just throw you ROC signs in the air.

2006-11-22T15:41:28Z

A sweet-heart with her beginners luck,
I could never lose

Slow it down, slow it down,
Keep the words hushed I don't want to hear a sound
Keep the words hushed they won't hear a sound

Please unwire my eyes, they need some rest
Although I can't complain, they are stuck on you

"I think the punches wore me thin and I'm weakening"

2006-11-12T18:42:36Z

Lets call this a road map to understanding. These crashes are detours and pit stops. Along the way lessons are learned, meanings are forged from wreckage. Where is this going, why such the shitty condictions. I need the city guide to the city sites and the sound of ringing won't leave my ears. Dial 911 your engine is on fire.

Patty cake patty cake microwave, These suckas make a square, god damn I'm paid.

2006-11-11T22:23:09Z

So my awesomely planned weekend ended in a huge crash. Lastnight while Baker and I were driving to CMU we stopped off in Midland for a food/bathroom break. While stopped at the light before turning I double check to make sure I was clear and so I went and out of no where so women hits me sends me up the curb off the side of the road. The women never spoke to me which I found a little obserd, so that makes me think she wasn't paying attention and was as fault unlike how the cop saw it and gave me a ticket for a "failure to yield right of way". So one hour later, $40 tow fee to move my vechile off the side of the road, $110 ticket + two points on my record, and damage to my left door, and fender Baker, and I drove back home.
Needless to say I am a bit unhappy seeing how I just got this car at the beggining of September and now I have to pay to fix it.
WTF!?!?
At least I have my health...
That doesn't fill my empty pockets though.

supersoapsuds @ 2006-11-09T01:41:00

2006-11-09T05:41:50Z

Well thank you to anyone that: came by, called me, got me a gift, or bought me a drink.

Also a special thank you to the girl who's presents is better than any present.

<3
-christopherobin

Handwriting on the wall

2006-11-05T07:30:30Z

The real actors are the ones off stages hiding in dark corners where the lenses never go. I watch your lips read the lines in my face, but I can't hear your words.
Your eyes shine so bright under the dim lit sky.
These butterflies are full of ambition, with you in sight they take flight.
So does this mean I am a shoe in, or in other words I've got my foot in the door?
All I want, all I need, all that I've ever looked for, nice to meet you.

This for the pr(/d)ying eyes

2006-10-25T04:58:59Z

"Cut your losses boy, cut your losses" he said.

The smoke is rising as the ashes are falling, and here comes the let down, watch me as...
I'm youre 2nd to last thought on your mind.
I wish you'd hear through the bad and see the good

I hate when you moods swing and sucker punch me.
She's like a wrecking ball for hearts.

You and your pricey nose and I'm not talking about your rhinoplasty, paint your face up something a little more fake, the critics will love you now.

Clip and cut our future and stitch it at the seams, weave it with the golden thread.

Extraordinary or extra ordinary or nothing at all

...you choose

supersoapsuds @ 2006-10-14T20:08:00

2006-10-15T00:08:13Z

WE'RE GOING TO THE FUCKING WORLD SERIES!!!!

supersoapsuds @ 2006-10-13T01:29:00

2006-10-13T05:29:50Z

Happy 20th birthday
ANDREW J. BAKER!!!
-christopherobin

She's a street corner magician turning the tricks like clock work.

2006-10-10T04:17:13Z

I replay all these (mis-)takes in my head like they are on repeat. I wish sometimes I could redo this scene here and that one there. All in better hopes of a better final project. I'm knee deep on the cutting room floor with a hand full of cigarette burns.

We're on a crash course baby just you and me.

It isn't that my life doesn't suit this place, its that this place doesn't suit my life.
The coin is never one sided, if you flip it the right way you just might see the other side.
I'm still analyzing if it is you or your thought I miss more.

Friday, Oct. 13th 2006

2006-10-09T00:22:31Z

New Found Glory, the early november + 2 other bands at Clutch Cargos.
If anyone is interested in going my friend has an extra ticket he wants to sell.
Leave a comment on here and it will go directly to my sidekick.

-thanks

We put the "star" back into starving artist

2006-09-30T14:05:01Z

Our wires are getting crossed through these tin can phone lines. I'm watching you fall out of touch and into love. Who are we now? It appears telling the truth is the new lying. I really doubt you could keep that rep up with a tongue as white as yours.
I've learned from you always forgive but never forget.
You're a love like regret. Somedays I wish I could take back all you ever were, erase you from my head(/rt). Your name hasn't passed through the lines, and thank god for that.

Partial comprosure.
Slitted lids.
Kiss and tell marks.

"Now come on everybody, lets make cocaine cool"

2006-09-22T06:07:09Z

I am seriously in love with the new Lupe Fiasco cd.
Amazing!!
Tomorrow is "the" big day.
I'm kinda scared to photograph a wedding, but I know I'll do fine.
Saw an old face, we caught up for about 20 min.

Its so wierd to see how people have grown up and not always for the best. Kinda sad.

I want to play your favorite song, melt your heart and not know it til its over.

143v.2(imissyou)

"These dice are rolling elevens, twice in a row"
-christopherobberofhearts

Saying your name is like sinning where you sleep.

2006-09-18T06:10:29Z

Let us rise to this occasion. As we set our sights above the sky, we'll fly. As I turn and look into your eyes I see the cities skyline staring back at me. It reminds me of last winter. As we continue with this flow, I'm holding nails in my hand with a hammer by my side like a warm six-shooter.
I'm crossing out the days til falls first day so I can finally put "our" summer romance to rest. The trill was over from the start. From your eyes, to your lips, to the frame of your hips. You're like the loss of breath at the sight of a train wreck. Time is flying out the window at the speed of sound crashing back into our ears.
Here's to "your" beside manner

At his best...

2006-09-16T23:23:31Z

Soo...

2006-08-29T22:22:06Z

I got into a FUCKING car accident.
On the plus side: not my fault.